Have you ever cry to sleep many days in a row?

getting emotional recently
things which are kept deep in my heart started floating up
dont ask me why
sometimes i do blame the world out there, sometimes i do blame myself for all the happenings around me
there are still many things which i dont know how to voice out
there are instances where i need to fake a smile
i am very sensitive to every word and every action
i take things to heart

how i wish i have short term memory
so that i can forget all the unhappiness

U THIS FILTY SHIT

i know this happen awhile back
but i just felt like ranting my anger

IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO NAME MY FRIENDS AS ANIMALS
THEN I HAVE ALL THE RIGHTS TO SAY WHAT I WANTED TO SAY HERE
YOU THIS DIRTY FILTY AND DIGUSTING PIECE OF SHIT
SORRY BUT EVEN SHIT SOUNDED TOO NICE ON YOU

HOW DARE YOUR APPEARANCE POLLUTE MY LIFE/OUR LIFE WITH YOUR ORDOUR
ARGH~
IT IS NOT AS IF THAT I HATE YOU INITIALLY
BUT THEN
EVERY STEP YOU MAKE SINCE THEN TOTALLY IRK ME
FOR THE TIP OF UR HAIR TO THE TIP OF YOUR TOES
I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA WHY IS SHE SO DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU
EVEN WHEN THEY SAY THEY DONT LIKE YOU
DID U TRY TO CONVINCE US THAT YOU ARE NOT AS BAD AS WAD THEY THINK?
DID U EVEN MAKE AN EFFORT TO TRY?
ALL YOU CAN DO IS ASK HER TO MAKE A DECISION BETWEEN US AND YOU
WHATEVER THE REASON IS THAT LEADS TO HER DECISION I DON CARE
BUT THE REASON OF HER NEEDING TO MAKE THIS DECISION IS YOU!!!
SERIOUSLY DOUBT U CAN TAKE VERBAL ABUSE
HELLO~
ARE U DATING WITH HER OR US??
WHY DO YOU CARE HOW WE FELT?
IF U REALLY LOVE HER, WHY GET AFFECTED BY WHAT WE SAY???
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
NOW, TO ME…

SIX IS A CROWD BUT FIVE SEEMS TO LACK SOMETHING

YOU ASSHOLE

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WHY?

Why this have to be the ending??

I don’t blame you
but it hurts

COMMON TEST T.T

it’s the common test
i don really hate it since it marks the start of hols
it is jus so dreading to start mugging for it

IFA tmr@1.30pm
TAX mon@8.30am (GOSH)
COST wed@1.30pm

at least compared to secondary school it is better
imagine u hv 8 subjects to study 4 times a year
btw
watched pride and prejudice the day before
one word, chim
sttrong british accent
lots of usage of chim words
as if every lines tht come out frm their mouth is a line of a poems

btw
come to a conclusion a few days ago
“No matter how much i like or love korean artistes,angmohs still take the lead in my heart”
people like chace chawford, joejonas,jessemccartney,etc (excluding zac efron by the way)
makes my heart skipped a beat

better go study
i don wan history to repeat itself

GSS~

guess what??
tomorrow is the start of GSS
and it means shopping time!!!
but damn those tutorials and common test
argh
but nonetheless
shall do shopping when FTI come sg
so that i can bump into them while shopping

things to buy
-wallet
-tshirts
-jeans/shorts
-bags
-dan brown’s books(going to collect them now)
thats all
maybe one more haviannas??

but first
let me just get rid of those stupid elearning assignments,tutorials and projects

HELLO~

hello to people out there!!!

changed a new blog

not much reasons but realise wordpress can password protect my post
or best even to make it private for my own reading
and i hv already gave up coming up with new blogskins
wordpress jus makes everything easier

btw
with regards to my password protect post in future
don bother to crack ur brain and try to read it
it is either on you or none of your business

still trying to get a hand on this wordpress
till then… tadaa